Do you ever get like super vulnerable late at night that you just want to spill your heart out and say how you feel because you’ve been holding it in for so long and you just need some ventilation and there’s just something about two in the morning that makes me lose my filter and say the things I would never have the guts to say when the sun is up.
the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can’t say tomorrow day
Chinese Lesson 28/07/14
What do you want to do when you grow up? What’s the passion behind it? Will you work for yourself? Or for others ? Or only for your loved ones. Most people meet dry spells in their lives. Living for yourself often isn’t a lasting passion and will not drive you far enough
I grew up thinking and being told that as long as you’re funny, tall and decent looking you’d get attached rather effortlessly. I guess I somewhat tick the boxes but I never seem to have anything going on for me in this aspect of life. And a part of me cannot help but wonder why this is the case especially since so many of my peers are getting attached. Isit cause I’m ugly? Do I have some really disgusting character trait? Isit my dull voice? Do they find me too tall?!?!? I really don’t know I thought finding a girlfriend in JC was something inevitable. Well apparently it isn’t. Really do wish I had that someone but maybe God knows I can’t cope, that I’m not ready for this, that God wants me to find him before I find the one